So, as you may be able to tell by the title, I'm leaving. I don't know how long. It might just be forever.
If you're wondering, Martha and I are on good grounds. We're friends again, and only that.
Martha is busy with college and such, and I'm swamped currently.
DeviantART has been and still is an amazing community, where I've met several great people. Unfortunately, I must bid you all a teary farewell.
I will leave all my accounts up - DeviantART, Fanfiction.net, and FictionPress.net, but I will discontinue checking and posting on them.
If you are wondering why I'm leaving, here's a list to clear things up:
-My mom currently has lung and brain cancer, and me being the only one who is close enough to help her, being her aid has consumed my life. I know she's going to be passing away soon, and I want to spend as much time as I possibly can with her before she does.
-For those of you who do not know, I suffer severely from Chronic Depression, as well as Schizophrenia and Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. The last two aren't nearly as bad as the first one, so don't worry too much. Sadly, my mental health has been declining quite a bit, and I've had struggles with trying to get myself to open my eyes to face the day, much less get on my computer and write an entire story. Writing has now become more of a chore for me than anything else, and I am going to take a break from it. I'm afraid that if I keep doing this, I will end up trying to hurt myself again.
-And lastly, I've been working constantly, helping my mom, going to work, cleaning her house, and aiding my other family, that I am barely able to have anytime to breathe. My schedule is just one hectic thing after the other. DeviantART takes up way too much time in my life, no matter how much enjoyment I may get from being on here with all of you.
Some of you may not care about this, and that's totally cool. I understand, seeing as though you're probably new. Others may be very brokenhearted, and I apologize greatly.
Now, I don't want you all getting your hopes up,
I might, if I have time, months or even years from now, come back and write a bit more. If you want to unwatch
me, that's totally okay. I completely understand.
If you want to stay with me, thank you, and I hope you enjoy looking back on my stories.
Please know that I love you all.
So, with this, your captain bids you one last goodbye, as she goes down with the ships she's helped mold and create.
Goodbye, my noodles.
Maybe fate will have us cross paths again.
Until that time, have a great day!